Hot or cold, my heart is passionate and feels all of the time. I have been in this weird space where I feel the edge of paranoia and depression touching me. However, I feel like I might have the power to stop it. My boyfriend is right I am probably just in a mood. I need to summon the courage to keep going to feel on top of things. I painted my nails a brilliant red and keep wondering to my self how many classes I can handle. I want to study biology, but I have an easy in to a graduate program in Library and Information Science. My mom seems to think that being able to take a few classes at the junior college would be good for me. I just don't know what to do and I feel scared about making the wrong decision. There is just so much on my mind. I will try to be present in the moment and see if it serves me.
This must be a real blog it is personal and confessional. I feel better that is the purpose.
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